Ajeeb lag raha hai, mein khud yeh sawaal puch rahi hu! Laajo! hum?... kaha hai? Humme se hum hi kahi kho gaye hai... Iss nayi zindagi mein, iss naye ghar me hume behad ajeeb aur depressing lag raha hai..
Maano humme hum hi naa rahe... Hasti khilkhilati Sonbarsa ki Laajo.. kahi kho gayi hai iss jhagmagahath me :(
Meri zindagi ek aise mod par khadi hai jahan main rishton mein ek rishta dhoond rahi hu. Ek rishta jo hai bhi, aur nahi bhi. Mera aur Nikhil ka rishta. Kehne ko toh main unki patni hu lekin yeh shadi shadi nahi balki kuch aur hi hai. Yeh ek samjhauta hai jo mene apni zindagi ke saath kiya hai.
Yaha jab hum pehle aaye the, hume bahut acha lag raha tha, hum kitne excited the, naya ghar, naye log, naya parivaar..par mein ek kshan ke liye bhool gayi thi ki hum Laajo hai. Sonbarsa ki laajo. Hum shahar se nahi hai.
Ek taraf the gaav ke hare bhare khet, jaha hum din bhar putti ke saath ghuma karte the. Waha ek alag si azaadi thi, maana ke hamare pas kuch zyada nahi tha par ek ummeed thi, aur wahi kaafi thi. Aur yaha ek bada sa, jagmagata ghar hai, itne saare log hai..par kahi sukoon nahi. Kahi koi apna kehne ko nahi.
Aaj hum bahut udaas hai. Jab Aisha ke sasuraal walo ke saamne humari upeksha ki gayi hum kachu keh nahi paaye. Mano gale se awaz hi na nikle. Jinhe humne apna maana tha, unhone hi hume paraya kar diya tha.
Iss situation me hum kya kare kuch nahi samajh raha...kaha hai who Sonbarsa ki khilkhilati Laajo..shahar mein aa kar kahi kho si gayi hai
Inn sab mein main Nikhil ki bahut aabhaari hu, hamari dosti aaj bhi kayam hai..Mushkil ke samay mein Nikhil ne hi Mujhe apnaya. Maine usme ek dost paaya hai.. par yeh bharosa bhi tootta nazar aa rha hai.
Nikhil ne humein apne gaav Sonbarsa vapas le jaa kar..hamari shadi todne ki than li hai!!
Nikhil ka yeh nirnay sun..hum stabdh reh gaye. Hamare dimag mein hazaron sawaal daud rahe the..humein kuch nahi samajh aa raha tha. Nikhil hamare saath aisa kaise kar sakte hai.. L
Ik taraf hum yeh bhi samajhte hai ki Nikhil ko charo aor se khari khoti sunayi jaa rhi thi, who chahe toh bhi kuch nahi kar sakte hai. Hum samajhte hai. Hum unse bahut naraz toh hai par gussa nahi.
Iss samay hamare samne ek bada prashn aa khada hua hai..hum apne Maa-Bawji ko kya kahenge..hamari majburi woh kaise samjhenge..
Bhole baba se bas yehi hai prarthana hai ke aap mujhe jeevan ke iss naye mod par Shakti de..aur sadev humra saath de.
Yaha jab hum pehle aaye the, hume bahut acha lag raha tha, hum kitne excited the, naya ghar, naye log, naya parivaar..par mein ek kshan ke liye bhool gayi thi ki hum Laajo hai. Sonbarsa ki laajo. Hum shahar se nahi hai.
Ek taraf the gaav ke hare bhare khet, jaha hum din bhar putti ke saath ghuma karte the. Waha ek alag si azaadi thi, maana ke hamare pas kuch zyada nahi tha par ek ummeed thi, aur wahi kaafi thi. Aur yaha ek bada sa, jagmagata ghar hai, itne saare log hai..par kahi sukoon nahi. Kahi koi apna kehne ko nahi.
Aaj hum bahut udaas hai. Jab Aisha ke sasuraal walo ke saamne humari upeksha ki gayi hum kachu keh nahi paaye. Mano gale se awaz hi na nikle. Jinhe humne apna maana tha, unhone hi hume paraya kar diya tha.
Iss situation me hum kya kare kuch nahi samajh raha...kaha hai who Sonbarsa ki khilkhilati Laajo..shahar mein aa kar kahi kho si gayi hai
Inn sab mein main Nikhil ki bahut aabhaari hu, hamari dosti aaj bhi kayam hai..Mushkil ke samay mein Nikhil ne hi Mujhe apnaya. Maine usme ek dost paaya hai.. par yeh bharosa bhi tootta nazar aa rha hai.
Nikhil ne humein apne gaav Sonbarsa vapas le jaa kar..hamari shadi todne ki than li hai!!
Nikhil ka yeh nirnay sun..hum stabdh reh gaye. Hamare dimag mein hazaron sawaal daud rahe the..humein kuch nahi samajh aa raha tha. Nikhil hamare saath aisa kaise kar sakte hai.. L
Ik taraf hum yeh bhi samajhte hai ki Nikhil ko charo aor se khari khoti sunayi jaa rhi thi, who chahe toh bhi kuch nahi kar sakte hai. Hum samajhte hai. Hum unse bahut naraz toh hai par gussa nahi.
Iss samay hamare samne ek bada prashn aa khada hua hai..hum apne Maa-Bawji ko kya kahenge..hamari majburi woh kaise samjhenge..
Bhole baba se bas yehi hai prarthana hai ke aap mujhe jeevan ke iss naye mod par Shakti de..aur sadev humra saath de.
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