Charo aor se daant mil rahi thi, log hume bhala bura keh rahe the. Maaiya ne bhi hume khara khota suna diya, hume sabse bura tab laha jab Bawji ne bhi hume daant diya. Bawji hume kabhi kuch bhi nahi kehte the, unhone hume apne haath ki hatheli mein paal poskar bada kiya tha. Hume kachu hi samajh nahi aa raha tha..lag raha tha as if duniya khatm ho rahi ho.
Hum toot chuke the, jo kuch hua tha uske baad iss sabse dur jaana hi theek lag raha tha. Par ek baat mere samajh nahi aa rahi thi, iss sab mein hamari galti hi kya thi?
Humara saath dene ki bajaay sab hume daantne lage the..aur yehi baat humne Nikhil se bhi ki. Usse toh laga hum suicide karne jaa rahe the. Pagla kahika..hum Laajo…aur suicide????...hum toh jaa rahe the shahar padhai karne, naukri karne..taaki hum apne maa-bawji ko bata sake hum bhi kaabil ban sakte hai! Bas woh nadi mein humara pair na fasa hota toh hum kabke shahar pohoch bhi gaye hote!!
Jab hum Nikhil se pehli baar mile hum soch bhi nahi sakte the ke hum kabhi inse baat bhi karenge. Par aaj Nikhil ne hi mujhe nadi se bachaya, meri madad ki..aur toh aur mera paanv bhi maroda. Keh raha tha..”Ho gaya na fit and fine…zor ka jhatka dheere se lage”..jitna dard chot lagne par nahi hua tha..utna uske jhatke se hua par woh madad karna chahta tha..which was sweet.
Usne mujhe ghar se bhagne par daanta aur ghar jane ke liye samjhay. Keh raha tha humse kai zyada dukh aur dard hamare maa-bawji ko hota hoga jab unhe pata chalega hum ghar se bhag gaye hai. Usne mujhe aage padhne ke liye protsahan bhi diya.
Inn sab mein ek dost ki tarah woh meri zindagi mein aaya. Humari pehli mulakat ke baad hume toh laga tha Nikhil woh typical shahari ladko ki tarah hoga, jiske liye zindagi ek bada jashn hai..aaj use baat karke maine jaana mein kitni galat thi. Aaj humne ek bahut hi badhiya cheez sikhi hai..zindagi mein kisiko bhi kabhi bhi theek se jaane parkhe bina..unko ache ya bure mein toul ne ki bikul galti nahi karni chahiye!!..humne toh kardi par aap nahi kariyega.
Aaj kal zindagi bahut saari nayi cheezein sikha rahi hai, ab dekhte hai aage aage hota hai kya..
Aapki Laajo
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